Sorry :(

Struggling for words
I mourn for my little world
It's emptiness has left me numb and cold
For between you & I, immeasurable distance has grown.

Gone are the days when you sweetly smiled;
For gone were the days when I simply loved.
Those were days not so long ago,
The days I should have held on to.
Now, ... these are the days that we want to forego,
Days I wish I could just undo
For I'm really sorry for the way things are.
I don't know what happened and I blame my heart
For there was a time loving you came naturally,
And suddenly a time I didn't want us to be.
Love, they say, is a complex feeling
But I didn't expect this complicated thing.
What has happened that made me let go...
And why am I now still holding on?

Wishing back what we had,
Can't we start from where we left?
I haven't lost love on my part,
You've never lost that place in my heart
I'm really sorry
But it's just that...
I need my *baby* back.

NOTE: The word "baby" isn't supposed to be the original part of the poem. I just changed it for "confidentiality" purposes. =)