Saturday, October 06, 2007

HIM

HE is but a loser
HE doesn't deserve even a part of me
HE has done nothing but cause me hurt over the time flown,
without even his conscious knowing
yet WHY do I still feel this way
WHY do I still care
WHY am I still being demented
WHY do I still love
WHY do I stil find myself longing for him
WHY do I still keep thinking about what could have been
when what could have been is much better than what couldn't have been at all
WHY do I still keep hoping
HOPING that someday he'd realize
HOPING that someday all my desired would come



*** Wrote this while I was at church, supposedly listening to some boring seminar. Well, at least I got myself pre-occupied for, like, 5 minutes?! It was this 4th Grand Cenacle thing-y and I had to stay there from the 1pm mass all the way till the usual 6pm anticipated mass.


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