Exam week's over... how sad... it's back to normal schedules now... duty, classes, haaay. Pretty much a lot has gone by, and I've definitely enjoyed the "break".
Monday - studied. no, not our lessons. did no reviewing on this day. kept my mind free from school-related stuff. in a way, i just studied things that have happened in the past regarding him, yes, things still seem unclear to me.... but thanks to lani, i've realized that it was probably a "two-way road disaster", if you know what i mean. I've always somehow blamed myself for letting go... my mom blamed him for being too slow and unclear of himself. i don't know, i'm at a loss of words to explain things right now but basically, now I realize that we both probably are at fault for the way things are. And, if he sees this, I just wanna say I'M SORRY. i can't elaborate on things, it's something probably better kept between us two... but i'm hoping we could talk things out. i miss everything, all those memories... i still remember every minute detail.
Tuesday & Wednesday - promised myself to dedicate these days to reviewing for the upcoming exams (for the first time)... but as it turns out, I've stayed true to my same old principle of not studying... hehe. I've managed to find petty reasons to take a 5-minute study break (every time I hit the books)... and that 5-minute break always turned into at least 5 hours away from my books/notes. so for these two days, i've probably only managed to dedicate about 2 hours to studying (or more like, browsing) notes.
Thursday - exam day. didn't get much sleep the night before. so come break, my intention of studying for the NCM exam was once again, dismissed. thanks to rox tho for studying out loud, making me feel annoyed for it seemed that i was mostly clueless on the stuff she mentioned. :P
After exams, headed home and prepared myself for the night. we were going to Manila Hotel, as my dad had some awarding event. food was quite depressing but I loved the soup they served... and the dessert! I just had to take some pictures of it (cos it looked that pretty). right after dad got his award, mom and i headed to the bar, dad followed some time after. the band was sooo good! we stayed till the end... leaving at about 12.... and to think i had a dental appointment the next morning. oh no!
Friday - I've been looking forward to this day, another appointment with my TMJ specialist. heck, slept really late and woke up pretty darn early for my 8am appointment. thankfully tho, i wasn't sleepy during the time... but to make me feel jittery came the fact that i thought we were gonna be late! traffic was so heavy. haaay. thankfully, got to the clinic on time.
Saturday - fun. usual choir sched. tho, we were soo few. just 4 of us - Ate Anna, Ate Christine, Cheska, and I. the night was fun, bonding... except for the fact that Kuya Tutut and Ate Anna were pressuring me on dishing out facts on my crush (and they'd try to guess who he was)... argh! they wouldn't let me get down from the car until i told them daw... Kuya Tutut locked the car doors.... hahaha... so, the car was parked outside our place for quite some time... hahaha... i was soooo frantic. hahaha. good thing i was saved from that moment tho... they let me go rin... without me saying a thing... haha. i strongly refuse to give clues as to who he is... :P
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